since i didn’t actually make a post and don’t wanna leave my blog with just a confusing readmore. though that’s a good explanation of it.
so see you guys. it’s been fun i suppose. to everyone who has sent me messages in the past few days, thank you guys so much. i really appreciate it, and i appreciate every one of you that have at least attempted to talk to me over the years here.
see y’all around
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking again
Artist: Motion City Soundtrack
Track Name: "Even If It Kills Me"
Played: 19 times
Even If It Kills Me - Motion City Soundtrack
bladeglory replied to your post
I will never understand bad breakups. It can take a while but if you can’t be friends then what were you doing together??????
i suppose it comes from the hurt? breaking up is never an easy thing to do and people are usually hurting or just really emotionally sensitive and i guess little things can set off anger + past problems and ultimately make the situation worse. plus there’s a sense of power with ~freedom and people may abuse it act holier than thou? idk man. it’s a good point honestly.
and the sad truth of the matter is, i’ll never get over it, but i wanna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way.
i just want to fix something for you all
so. i’m leaving from the internet alias i’ve made for myself over the past six years. i am cutting every single person i’ve known closely from my life from this time. i am abandoning my social media sites (ie: tumblr) where i made my homes these past few years. i will stop contacting myself from all my friends, block the people who have my number from my phone, and put up concentrate on chrome so i cannot access these things and tempt myself withthem. i am cutting everything clean and ultimately and simply - leaving. in the next day or two, i will be completely gone. i will not be deleting my tumblr, and i will probably be making a few more posts and answering asks and for the next day or so (so if you wanna talk to me, i recommend asap) but ultimately, i’m not staying. i’m doing this for myself and for the people around me. and i’m sorry. here is my long ass post explaining why.
for tl;dr this is an extremely sappy and ridiculous post. however as much as i sound over-dramatic and way too feely, please believe me in the fact that just writing this out in the way i have helps me. extremely long post ahead.
i will be leaving tumblr and the entire “persona” i made for myself over the past few years. i will be cutting everyone i’ve met over here off. there are several reasons for this, in which i will explain in my next post.